Show Act on the Fetischparty

May 30th, 2004

Omen of luck

The biggest fear of a model is probably to tumble and to fall over on the stage. And how do you avoid this? Unintentionally it happened like this : This evening I was picking up all the necessary clothes for the German Fetish Ball when something pulled the rug out from under me. I fell backwards and landed with my back on a cable drum. Ouch!!! It took my breath away for seconds and I was sitting there being totally shocked. My back started to hurt and I noticed a swelling in the middle of my back. Ouh!!! SHOCK! We tried to cool the spot immediately and I could see 2 broad blue scrapes, smiling at my. Oh great. And that in the corset ... hm ... skeptical and equipped with cooling pads we started. I said to myself "Okay, the fall is over". Not even this big stage should be able to cap that.

***BILDL06 At 10 p.m. we arrived at the Matrix fully laden with boots and shoes, make-up and my dress for this night. WOW!!! This place was out of all recognition, glowing and twinkling, and everything seamed to be positioned at its right place. It was perfect! The dusty wild west saloon was turned magical into a great party. Many many visitors filled the Matrix already and with all our clothes we tried to get through the crowd to the backstage area. Hair-dressers, make-up artists, models and photographers, all in a tumble. To me it appeared to be the total chaos - oh my goodness!!! I looked for Tonia quickly, because the basic make-up and the hair style was ought to be done for the show at first, a time consuming thing , even though Torture Garden was meant to be fist. Okay then, sitting down and the make-up artist could start. I got very dark eyes of a narrow and cat-like style. Right after that was done I got a fine water wave (from its looks that basically were orderly laid back curls with gel ) - classic and different, just like the looks from the twenties, which had been the actual theme for the German Fetish Ball.

***BILDR07 Now I just needed to huddle on the ingenious sexy racing catsuit and then I was eager to get in front of a mirror to see how I look like. AHA! The moment I saw myself all dressed up together with the high heels I noticed how the butterflies in my stomach suddenly started to flutter crazily. Oh my goodness, I was so nervous!!! But the view into the mirror helped me and I just thought : "imagine to be in a disco and party like crazy ". And the waiting ... longer and longer ... didn't come to an end. More and more people arrived and the party became more vivid with each second. And at last - FINALLY!!! Waiting can be so terrible - David took us backstage and it started. The Kill Bill music began : Kumi walked out, then Darenzia und then it was my turn. My appearance - okay breathe deeply, just think it's all fun, you're looking great - he he just don't tumble or fall down, go and party - my alter ego moved me forward onto the stage ... hm ... it wasn't that bad ... and as I looked into the audience, seeing the cameras flashing, I just walked on air. WOW That was GREAT !!! I moved following the music and in the next moment it was over already backstage I couldn't believe it. The worst was over and I even made it without tumbling!!! Yay! At the end all models from Torture Garden went on stage and danced like hell and attracted the audience he he ... I didn't care about anything now. I just had all the fun in the world and rejoiced, since my performance went almost perfect.

***BILDL08 I couldn't rest for long, actually not even a bit, because the show of Tom.to was about to start right after HW-Design. So I had to get out of my catsuit, which was floating in sweat of excitement, and right into fine nylon stockings and the most beautiful corset. And Yay! It covered everything from my earlier fall. No scrapes were visible anymore. All suspenders got fixed to the stockings and it got checked, whether everything fit properly. And behold ... the latex girl had turned into a fine lady from the twenties ... Cool But the hottest thing was by far the lips makeup, which Dajana and I got put on with glaring red lipstick, as well as our round rosy cheeks. Very very hot. I wouldn't have been able to recognize my own reflection in the mirror. *smiles* We had so cute and funny doll faces Soon the show of HW-Design would be over and we had to go backstage again. Tonia wished the two of us good luck and the next moment they played this song.

Dajana and I now opened the show for Tom.to on the stage Visibly relieved I stepped out and this time I noticed the audience and everything around a lot more Hey, we really kept everything from our choreography in mind and as we closed our performance curtsying all the viewers did applaud and suddenly every hormone of luck and happiness started to bubble in my body. HAHA !!! I MADE IT !!! The omen of luck worked once again tz tz or who would think about this ridiculous bad cable drum and its try to disable the Sway when you get such an applause

So quickly taking of the corset, because now I wanted to party myself as well. Meanwhile it was 3 o'clock in the morning when I slipped into my outfit from Bodycult. Outside I met 3xL right away, who being equipped with a big camera took a lot of pictures. But the more the adrenalin got lost the more tired I got. I felt my feet becoming floppy and my back started to hurt again once more. Believe me or not but I had to slip into my regular shoes or otherwise somebody would have had to carry me The next hours we talked to many friends, we congratulated Ren‚ to his great party and we had a lot of fun ... by and by there were fewer and fewer guests and the sun rose. At 6 a.m. we finally packed up everything and set off to bed. My deepest wish at all .

A very big Thank goes to Ren‚, who did not just set up a superb party but gave me the opportunity to develop the flyer for the German Fetish Fair with him. In the same way many thanks to Tonia from Tom.to and David from Torture Garden The shows were amazing for real and even with this flurry of excitement it was a lot of fun and I promise I was not standing on stage for the last time - he he

Thanks goes to Pete for translation!

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